Don’t let anyone tell you what you should be feeling. Not one person grieves the same and like dad used to say ‘there is only one Coliin in this world, and that is you!’
So what, sixth form didn’t work out, you are still clever, the levels of stress you have had to deal with are much higher than that of any other A-level student. Apply for that job you are second guessing. Your new colleagues are going to help you work through your grief and help you find your feet.
Yes, you will have to be the girl at college resitting her A-levels and be older than everyone, but you are ready. No one actually cares! Being yourself is the most important thing! Don’t let this time in your life control your future, because guess what…
YOU WILL MAKE IT TO UNIVERSITY!
You will find so many ways to keep yourself busy and help other people.
Oh yeah, and you will get a 1st on your first graded assignment! YOU ARE SMASHING LIFE!